Talk about a remedy for crappy weeks! I think Dreamgirls is going to be one of the greatest experiences of my movie-going life simply because how much the music has supported me in my worst times. Like right now... I'm having severe roomate problems, I actually cried about it this morning in the community bathroom a few times... but talking to Jenny through lunch and a Starbucks run for an hour and a half and breaking out the Jennifer Hudson in the dorm has completley turned around my crappy week. Amaaazing.
So yesterday, long story short Mckenzie and I had a little fight about me being a hypocrite (supposedly), or rather, she tore me a new one and I stood there not standing up for myself like always, and we haven't talked since. It's basically been the lowest point of this week, I've cried already and basically deduced that I'm going to stop trying to turn around our crashing friendship and give up. I've prayed about it, talked to my friends about it, complained about it... and I'm just done. I can't put any more effort into being best friends with her again or simply making her a happy roomate, I'm just not perfect and I simply can't read her mind like I guess she thinks I should. And while I was bitter this morning, I'm not anymore after talking to my friends about it and having the tiniest bit of closure. Oh, drama!
Last night was Triad Women's Night, and needless to say it was amazing, supportive and I had enough fondue to last me another year. Those girls are awesome and if I had any qualms about being a CRU leader next year or getting along with any of them, they're completely gone now. I had a great time talking to Ashley about Sufjan (we're both a little crazy about him), school and the sweetness of God driving to Kernersville for the whole event, getting lost more than once and wondering why we still didn't know our way around High Point after being here for so long. Here's what we talked about:
- the power of a woman's beauty
- "Women are beautiful to guys because God made them that way. Their beauty and our desire are God-given. The nakedness of a woman has a powerful impact on us."
- As women with this 'power', this allure, we need to wield that gift with honor and integrity
Sweeeeet. I'm loving life right now.
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