Lots of the title this week PLUS there's a crazy virus going around the country and now my very own hall... where did my contendedness go? This week has been so rediculous and no, it wasn't all my class's fault. Probably more than half of it was me. I've been napping when I shouldn't have, focusing so much on me and my problems and just not enought on God and just letting him take the reigns for a bit. I need to just relax. I need to just learn what pork barrel politics is and find a good argument against it for my US Gov. debate tomorrow. I need, I need, I need. I need to get my sliced-open finger checked out. It looks 10 times better than it did last Friday, but I digress. It still hurts like a mother and I swear I hit it about 20 times a day. My happiness fluctuates during the day. Sometimes, mostly when I'm around my amazing friends or even walking across campus on a sunny day like today by myself, I'm so crazy happy I just don't know how to respond to all the blessings God's given me. And then other times... most of the time - I'm depressed and I just don't know how to go about life. What do I do about my summer? Am I going to Kenya to study rainforest patterns or not? Are Kenz and I ever going to go back to our wonderful relationship? Why am I not motivated to get all this work done? I should be grateful for this amazing education opportunity and I just don't feel like I'm utilizizng what I should to make things the best they can be. I want to organize the room and I need things to be uncluttered. I need to end this blog.
Currently watching: a repetitive Conan O'Brien (will he ever get new material?) on Late Night
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