Sufjan Stevens.

I couldn't live without this man.

I love the part at the end of "Come on! Feel the Illinoise!", where the song completely changes, with chirpy violins and sultry tones.

One day this week I'm gonna go through a ton of my albums and pick my favorite song from each of them and I already have 8 or 9 ready... sweet action, I can't wait!

So I've given up on my roomate and I's friendship and it seems she has too. Apparently she was looking for me yesterday while I was at Catholic Mass with Jenny, but she still hasn't talked to me despite the fact I've seen her at least half a dozen times since then. Times alone in the room are still weird but a lot less awkward since I stopped placing all the blame on me. So hooray! I can't believe, and most of my friends either, that I'm dealing with everything so well, but honestly I feel like a huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders. I'm complaining a lot less too... this relation"shiz" is honestly not dragging me down like it has and I'm simply less worried about whether or not I'm making her happy. But anyway I feel like I've talked about this subject to much, so that's the end of that!

Can I just say that my friends are flipping amazing? Like Sufjan, I just don't know what I'd do if I didn't have them. I know I'm supposed to be able to depend entirely and completely on God, and of course I'm working on it but amazing friends like Brittany and Jenny just make my life so flipping awesome and my problems are just 10 times easier to deal with when I'm around them. Amen!

I love my life. :o)