I want to find love within the Holy Spirit before I experience love on earth. Plainly, I really don't want a relationship right now. I may have thought I did earlier (in my life, this week) but now, after some circumstances, I realize that I don't. And it's a relief, to be honest. I really just want to be able to open my heart entirely to the Lord, let him fill me up with joy and so much love that's fit to burst. I need to have Agape before I have Eros, a Godly relationship before an exotic one. I'm excited beyond words to find that someone that God has prepared for me, to share that Eros love with - but right here, right now, all I want is Agape. I'm working on it.
"Let integrity and uprightness preserve me
For I wait for You."
- Psalms 25:21
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My journal as a biology student, friend, fun-seeker and PETA member.
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